Poem #6

I am funny and loving 

I wonder if inside I am nothing

I hear the birds chirping 

I see my enemy lurking  

I want it to rain all day 

I am wondering if today was the day 

I pretend I do not feel 

I feel when I do not pretend 

I touch the swirling air 

I worry that life will not be fair 

I cry cause of my regrets 

I am a threat. 

I understand that is not good 

I say pray for your dreams 

I dream for a better life 

I try to work hard 

I hope you can find your own path 

I am not gonna be here for the aftermath